Forever in Pain

Life is a road covered in blood
Love is a river made of tears
For me there is no cheer
No matter how much I try
I always die
I look at my hands,
and there is nothing I can do
I end up with a ton of bad luck
and I try not to give a fuck
the pain is excruciating
the tears are never ending
the fragments of my heart shatter
but to anyone... does it even matter
my world turns to dust
why must this happen to me
smiling, forget about that
I won't be able to anymore
my body will never wash to shore
as I feared, I will die alone
I should've known this from the start
I stare at the end of my blade
just waiting for it to pierce my skin
and do me in
like a shooting star
I have gone too far
and the darkness fills my eyes
as I get sucked into my own demise
I enjoyed it while it lasted
but I ended up getting blasted
the glass is unbreakable
and I lose my hand trying to break through